There’s too much to bear,
and my body is shutting down slowly.
Won’t let myself feel this pain,
So I’ll let it cut deep inside me,
Let it take over till I get used.
I won’t get stuck in my past,
So, I’ll hold back my tears,
And let them drown me from inside.
Getting colder each day.
To things done and words said.
shutting down these negative feelings,
And numbing myself from everything,
Till I feel nothing.
They’ll walk over me,
while I lie here feeling nothing.
because these tears,
Won’t stop my heart from sinking.
But like a dead soul, I’ll feel nothing,
because this pain is a part of me.